he asked if i wanted to go to grandma pattys for .others day
i said no then left driving on the way back to the house. his house his home. i felt empty inside . a voided balloon vacuumed out all life sucked out of me.
i said no to dinner get together at my ex mother in laws house because the invitation was not sincere. i was not invited wanted or welcome .
i stopped walmart 350 hwy raytown. saw beautiful bouquets of flowers for sale inside store produce area. i took pictures of roses. a woman was watching me take pictures. i said i am doing it because i know i wont get any flowers for mothers day.
and i didnt. not that day. not in 2024. not may 11 2025.
in fact i dont remember ever getting flowers for mothers day. or getting anything except a weak comment statement not meant at all ... "happy mothers day" coupled with nothing. no activity no time together no dinner no plans . zilch
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