such as the trampoline, bicycle, balls, space i need to dance, listen to music i like, refuses to play any type of games with me like cards, board games, any play activities period.
no riding a motorcycle for me, no doing any type of fun stuff around him in any fashion
if he thinks i am having fun anywhere he will destroy it
examples: calling me when i was at 4th of july celebration with my son telling me that i parked somewhere and someone is going to hit my van at the place because it is too crowded. walking up to neighbors house on 95th terrace twice to make me come back home at his 4th of july party and his halloween get together then trying to grab my drink, a can of beer, out of my hand while we were walking back home. ANY get together anywhere he insists that i do not talk to anyone
we went to a beatles show downtown years ago. free tickets compliments of my sons friend. he drove and took chuck strand with us. music started playing and he said "don't dance"
faux strangulation of me the time i came home after taking a walk and had visited the neighbor on meadowlane name peter webber . pete had given me a few beers and him and i and the other neighbor sat outside and talked on the patio in the backyard
he cannot witness me smile laugh feel good have any fun or he becomes upset angry irritated mad threatening mean horrible attacking vicious . he has said many times what are you so happy about or why are you laughing??? and gets pissed off at me to destroy my good feelings
we eat out anywhere and he looks around at people thinking they are staring at him when no one is paying any attention to us. he complains about how much it costs. we shop and he takes off on his own, goes thru the checkout and to the car without my knowledge then calls texts me gets pissed off throws a fit and says i am ready to go and/or i already went out to the car i couldnt find you what the fuck were you doing hiding in the store or bathroom somewhere??? we go for a walk and he is 25 to 50 feet in front of me walking fast telling me i walk too slow and rarely walks beside me or holds my hand or any normal behavior that other loving couples show when out together. we went to the zoo and he takes off away from me does the same rude things and gets pissed off when i talk to anyone.
psycho paranoid schizophrenic misogynist hypocrite prejudiced against blacks mexicans middle eastern people anyone who appears different from him in attire speech activities choices in music. narcissist. lacks ability to self reflect. does not foresee consequences of words and actions. fanatic over politics. fiercely defends lindell trump alex jones. writes these websites and political messages at cave spring park in the secluded area with picnic tables and shelter and on the park benches.
i made friends with a nice black lady at evangel church during a fourth of july free get together a couple of years ago. she wanted to pick me up take me to lees summit festival thing and he laid in bed while saying i dont want you to hang around her you will end up being like her. she was a devout christian and had a masters degree in religion theology. totally independent not married for many years and a wonderful seamstress making her own beautiful clothes.
he interferes with any person he knows that i know and talk to taking over the person and not wanting me to talk to them in his presence. if i tell him i talked to anyone he gets upset. he tells me that i dominate all conversatons and that is exactly what he does. he tells me to be quiet and "listen to this" the bullshit reports he listens to and the music he likes most of which i cannot stand.
i must dress to cover myself up which means not showing breast area or too much leg or rearend yet he hoards sex tapes somewhere in this house that i found in his vcr viewing all ethnic backgrounds of people performing any type of act. i do not watch porn and it does nothing for me. he says it makes it faster and easier for him to do his thing. i saw a stack of porn mags on the floor a few months ago when he had been digging through his locked file cabinet in his bedroom looking for tax papers.
i do not know what all he has hidden in the locked file cabinet or in the many cardboard boxes and containers stashed in the garage and in the sheds, under the house in the crawl space or any other hiding places he has made to store stuff for himself.
he is obsessed with the weather 24 hours a day 7 days a week. he frequently comments on the "crazy weather we are having abnormal and due to man's doins of jets rockets etcetera causing global warming"
he sits at his laptop in his recliner chair playing chess often while listening to conspiracy news stories and clicking on ads on craigslist and buying things on ebay and god knows where else.
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