made myself a ham sandwich with sliced red onion, cheese, lettuce and miracle whip on 2 pieces of large bread toast
cooked 2 small red potatoes in microwave, added chopped green peppers and shredded cheese
decided to cut sandwich in half and put on a plate for him at his spot at the kitchen table which faces due west
so he sits down decides to eat as i figured he would (he usually looks at what i am eating and will eat even if he recently fixed himself food or ate some snacks junk food or fruit)
then he bites into the sandwich complaining that the onion is sliced too thick and i need to slice it thinner. then grumbles at me that "it's just laziness!"
i said "there is alot more sliced onion thinner in the container on the counter i just cut up. you want to get some of that and i will eat the onion that is thicker. i like it like that"
"no", he hatefully says, "I'll eat it"
while eating the sandwich and some of the potatoes i made he is looking repeateadly at the clock hanging above the fireplace in the kitchen.
he does not look at me. and i think i am looking okay dressed in pink tie in my side ponytail and pink summer dress. i do know i am looking fine later as i went out shopping and several people were very nice to me.
his nasty attitude while eating almost every meal is the same ; he begins eating and finds something he does not like and focuses on it instead of enjoying the meal and having a pleasant normal conversation looking at each others faces like most normal people do
his words are that he thinks i ought to fix every piece of food the way he likes it even when i fix it for myself
he thinks all things ought to be his way
next entry i will write about laziness, lazy thinking and acts
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