weak, tired, coughing, wheezing
i have been sleeping alot. couldn't even go out yesterday to shop or anything. i did manage to take a shower, get dressed then finally ate breakfast 5 pm.
this morning tuesday i get up after 1030 am and he has his truck loaded with chansaws etc and decides to go to the park, cave springs, to go get wood. i had no knowledge of his plan yesterday or any other time.
this is the way i live. with him and people randomly doing what they do, stopping by and calling unexpectedly, not planning anything, not doing things i like to do
felt so bad last night hard to breathe i told him i am tired of pain, physical and emotional and maybe i will die before i get to see the doctor in july on 22nd to discuss surgery
i said the anethesiologist monitors breathing blood pressure medications, all of it, during surgery. if the did it while i am sick i would most likely have died
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