nobody ever wanted to share me or tie me up in bondage. they want to own me, possess me and be sure i am not with any other guy man male. they said/say stuff like "you're mine and nobody elses" and "if another person was involved in sexual encounters like a threesome or more "it would cause hard feelings"
a couple of guys tried it for fun then looked at me and said i can't do this to you..i want you free
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the psychologist psychiatrist therapist woman on youtube said it is pretty easy to figure out what someone's fantasy is by their outside persona, personality
she described in detail what my/your fantasies mean subconsciously
what is interesting is some fantasies i have now are the same ones i had when i was a virgin. i was 15 and a half when a scorpio trickster man took my virginity ...cold heartedly dumping me right after we had sex the second time
vigin fantasy; being loved by several men at once. this is something that i have never done. it hasn't happened (yet, i should say). not sure i could allow myself to be caressed and screwed by more than one man at a time.
just pure fantasy because in real life i can't stand the idea of stranger guys men touching me. this is why i never got a job dancing as a stripper in a club or adult place.
the innate desire is that i just want to be wanted by many. which, in the past was very very true. countless 100s approached me and i have no idea how many men wanted me but never said or did anything about it. the ones who secretly desired by body..i will never know.
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