Wednesday, January 8, 2025

i have thought about

 jumping on that train that goes by my house

escaping out my bedroom window in the middle of the night

getting my passport and leaving the country

going for a walk in the woods and dying there by suicide

freezing to death by sleeping in my van in subzero weather

finding some pain pills ingesting them with alcohol and drowning in the swimming pool

bleeding to death in the bathtub

getting a ride after he goes to bed and clubbing partying all night without drinking coming back home around 5 am

walking up to the closest motel and checking in for the whole weekend

renting a cheap motel by the week for a year

checking myself into a jail cell for safety





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