Sunday, November 3, 2024

My mother. Mom

 liked to sew. embroidery. pillowcases. doilies. art sketching drawing painting writing. dolls. pretty dolls placed on the top of toilet tank. dolls that covered a roll of toilet paper. 

she liked to smoke winston red king size cigarettes, full regular strength. 2 or 3 cigs smoked per day. drank instant lipton iced tea eith sugar. and pepsi and koolaid, wylers drink mixed with sugar. 

liked crossword puzzles.astrology. true story national enquirer crime magazines. christian . church every sunday. religious. followed tv celebrities. watched lots of television. listened to the radio often. rock and roll music. star 102 station. she had a keychain with that radio station i found in her things after she died.

she loved to dance and swim and liked warm hot weather. wanted to go to germany. german being one of her ethnic background blood heritage. english. scotch irish and pennsylvania dutch the others.

prayed for everybody. believed in faith healing. no street drugs or alcohol. spent her whole life with poor white trash trying to help those who didnt wouldnt or couldnt help themselves. persecuted and domineered by her own mother. ridiculed belittled by her step father. he and her mom called her a fat lazy bitch . 

she worked minimum wage jobs. factory work. maid. child care. laundry mat. thrift store was the last job she had before she died of a heart attack at 64 in december 2003. 

she lived in poverty.

she wore makeup everyday. dreamed of being a model. fixed her hair as best as she could daily. used hairspray. took long hot baths in the evening before bedtime. in her 50s she started getting up at 7 am. preferred 8-9 am . 


ruth louise dringman wilson foust, born may 1939


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