Why should I break my back to please? It's already broken and getting worse by the minute.

 killing myself will not please the unappreciative devils

it won't do any good to go out of my way to please anyone regardless of their inner nature

the only solution is to be myself, do what i can do to make myself happy and feel better. look good as a result of feeling good then that will please most anyone to see me be pleased.

i have tried all of my life to soothe the savage beasts. it does not work.